Lust

Lights out, blinds closed, I sit in my dark room,

Eyes red, can’t breathe, my hearts filled with doom.

Everything was fine yesterday, but what about today…

You were my happiness, now you’re just the cause of my dismay.

I could have sworn we were better than that,

It hurts to know that I was just your door mat.

But what hurts the most is that you had my trust,

I gave you my trust in exchange for your lust.

Did it make you feel good, to tell me what I wanted to hear?

When you made me to believe you’d always be here.

Were you okay fucking over your friend?

Only to get what you wanted in the end?

I would have expected it from anyone else but you,

You said you loved me, but obviously that wasn’t true.

Time passes by and Life goes on, it doesn’t stop here…

This won’t be my last heartbreak and that is my greatest fear.

Thanks to you, I not only lost a love, but what I thought was a friend,

Silly me, but eventually once again my broken pieces will mend.

-Maliyah

May 24, 2009

11:54pm