Misunderstood
Almost a year you took care of me,
I was grateful though you couldn’t see.
You were always so busy doing you,
I was depressed, I didn’t know what to do.
When I met you, you were too good to be true,
But I wanted someone to love me, so I gave myself to you.
At first things were good,
But then I began to see that I was misunderstood.
You didn’t know what you were looking for,
But me…I wanted so much more.
I wasn’t the best person back when there was an “us”,
But I had love for you, for me you only had lust.
So I’m sitting here recalling what he had,
I step back into reality, was I really that bad.
At times, I sit for hours and cry,
All others, I just want to die.
I can’t believe you’ve turned into what you are,
I hold my blame, but I know me, myself couldn’t have pushed you that far.
You promised that you would never hurt me,
Then why do you ignore me, I’m not dumb, I see that you do it purposely.
I love you and hate you at the same time,
Part of me still wishes you were mine.
Maybe I’ll get over you, maybe I won’t,
Maybe you love me and maybe you don’t.
-Maliyah
July 19, 2003
2:33pm
I was grateful though you couldn’t see.
You were always so busy doing you,
I was depressed, I didn’t know what to do.
When I met you, you were too good to be true,
But I wanted someone to love me, so I gave myself to you.
At first things were good,
But then I began to see that I was misunderstood.
You didn’t know what you were looking for,
But me…I wanted so much more.
I wasn’t the best person back when there was an “us”,
But I had love for you, for me you only had lust.
So I’m sitting here recalling what he had,
I step back into reality, was I really that bad.
At times, I sit for hours and cry,
All others, I just want to die.
I can’t believe you’ve turned into what you are,
I hold my blame, but I know me, myself couldn’t have pushed you that far.
You promised that you would never hurt me,
Then why do you ignore me, I’m not dumb, I see that you do it purposely.
I love you and hate you at the same time,
Part of me still wishes you were mine.
Maybe I’ll get over you, maybe I won’t,
Maybe you love me and maybe you don’t.
-Maliyah
July 19, 2003
2:33pm